My feelings.

Wow, where to begin. It still doesn't seem real at times. I am sure it will get all the more real tomorrow as we call the doctor's office and tell them which route we want to take. Then the process will be in motion and I have no idea how it will progress. I think that is the scariest part. The unknown. As far as my thoughts on Jenn it makes me feel bad about any time I ever disagreed with her on a subject, got mad about some petty money issue, and on and on. It also validates the felling that I love her more than anything and would do anything to make her feel better. I feel bad right now not being in bed with her but this is something I have to get done. I want these feelings to be here to look back on 10, 20, 50 years from now and remember how we beat cancer.